fooled again

"We’re so good at fooling people. We’re great at acting like we’re okay, that we haven’t a single worry in the world. We have a smile that we’ve practiced over and over… so many times that we don’t even remember what our real smile looks like. Sometimes I wonder if we’ve fooled ourselves, too. Maybe we can convince ourselves that we’re “fine”. Maybe after repeating that word constantly, like a broken record, we come to believe it. Maybe the pain was never really there… maybe it’s normal to feel empty."

tsubasa^^ next time i'll smile for real