life's like that

went to school at 11am to help the freshies bid for their modules. it really made me wonder if i was as anxious as them at this time last year. haha! but then, i had my two nus cousins bidding for me. so i was able to have fun at my oweek while others were fussing over their bidding. guess i am just lucky. since bidding was held during orientation week last year, it was no wonder that my og started shrinking after the first day of round 1C. LOL.

so off i went to school to help them at AS7. turned out that only cs and me were there. and cs had to leave at 11.45am! ohmygod. then there was me with 9 freshies from my og. explained the same thing until my throat turned super dry. kept feeling that i may be too useless to them. hoped that i had explained clearly to them. otherwise i would have failed cs who trusted me to look after them.

anyway, i do not really know why the others did not come except for my ogl. his grandfather had a fall. old people falling down is a very serious issue. 2 previous cases that i know of resulted in the persons having difficulties walking the rest of their lives. makes me wonder how much are we putting in to caring for our elderly. makes me feel afraid of what would happen if one day my grandmother fell. or reading further into the future, if i fall as an elderly.

in the past long ago, people had a saying "you can afford to die but you cannot afford to fall sick". i guess this sort of applies in today's society. the medical fees are outrageous.

i swear that i will try to drink one glass of milk a day. in order to get more calcium and strengthen my bones.

may God bless my ogl's grandfather and all the elderly out there.

tsubasa^^ i need wings to fly

grateful

i have a lot to be grateful for today. i actually got all my 3 economics modules. thank you whoever you are who made my prayers come true!

i want to thank my internet for not breaking down on me when i needed it the most. i ant to thank my siblings for putting up with my continuous ranting and raving when the internet went haywire (it sure is an irony right with the previous statement). i want to thank my cousins for teaching me how to bid.

last but not least i want to thank my friends who helped me with my modules:)

and i also want to thank whatever Gods there are out there who took pity on me and gave me my modules.

but i will NOT thank the economics department. it made me almost bankrupt in my programme account. you totally suck.

now i have to wait for round 2A. hope that whoever smiled down at me today will continue to do so for round 2A. i thank you all in advance.

am feeling so relieved now:) giving encouragement of love to my friends who did not get their modules today! jiayou!

tsubasa^^ i need wings to fly

my fav cellist girls:)

went out to dinner with my cellist girls!!! miss them a lot:) feeling sad that pearl cannot make it. heard that she is sick. take care pearl! drink more water and we will meet up again! haha!





the four of us were sitting in an air-conditioned place. and there were flies flying around. yuck! tian tian steamboat. the food was average. apparently according to SL, there were more food choices in the past. the day before, we tried to call and reserve seats but their number was not in use. huh. they should really try to update their website.

after which, we went to buy bubbles! that is for me. haha! and on the way to dessert, we bought a koi bubble tea. SL has never before bought one at the shop so we let her buy. passing time with my camera while in the queue. it was a super long queue. >.<



jingjing, dai an na gong zhu and SL acting silly with my super small spectacles. haha!







went for dessert at the ah qiu dessert shop. so many people!!! luckily, we found seats immediately since we only had four people^^ two of us shared one bowl. yummy yummy!





let us go out again okay? and i do not mean once a year! haha! cannot wait to see you girls again! xoxo



P.S. the photos are taken with my new and shiny camera! canon ixus 130! hoho!

tusbasa^^ i need wings to fly

one more day to headache

tomorrow is the day that determines life and death for all nus students! okay. not that exaggerated but almost there. bidding is always a dreaded time for us. i mean me. haha! sincerely hope that i can get all my modules. otherwise, i will not even enjoy myself in camp. no energy to cheer anymore.

finally meeting up with my cello mates tomorrow. am going to take lots of photographs with my new and shiny camera! will upload the pictures here:) and of course on facebook. cannot wait to try it out! yeah!

pray that i will have enough points to get all the three modules i want tomorrow.

tsubasa^^ i need wings to fly

frustrated

I DID NOT GET ANY OF MY MODULES FROM MODULE PREFERENCE EXERCISE. now i feel like crying. oh my god. it is a total waste of time trying to complete the exercise!!!

there is this stalker person who calls me every night at around 11pm with an unknown number. when i picked t up, nobody is on the opposite end. it is so freakishly scary. STOP IT WHOEVER YOU ARE.

feeling super sad and pissed off right now.

tsubasa^^ i need wings to fly

camp-a-camping

going for another camp tomorrow!! haha! actually it is the precamp for arts oweek:):) have to go start packing my bag soon. but am feeling super lazy now. haha! it s a two days one night camp only though. but when i think of all the activities they are going to squeeze in, i get a headache. the days must be fully packed! i hope. lol. going sentosa again on sunday. pray i do not get burned. am going to spam sunblock again.

supposed to meet nonet on sunday night. hope i can still make it!! i really want to meet them:) keeping my fingers crossed. next week is going to be a busy week. going out almost every night.

tsubasa^^ i need wings to fly

emo mo mo

today is my dead cousin's birthday. he passed away in 1996 while attending national service. to this day, i still am not sure of his death circumstances but i have not summon enough courage to ask the rest of the family. they may be saddened yet again. he would have been 32 (i think) this year. dying young was such a waste of a talent of his. he was smart and funny and caring. i cannot really remember what he looks like. i remember his favourite action though. it was pulling other people's nose. my nose had been pulled by him so frequently in the past that i only remembered it. i can still remember the night when the news of his death came. me and yu were sleeping when all of a sudden, our parents woke us up and asked our neighbour to babysit us. the night passed in a blur and the next morning, we were told he was dead. from a bullet wound nonetheless. maybe my memory is hazy but that was all i could remember.

i went to the temple with my aunt today to clean his urn. i cannot believe how dirty it was. the temple had its walls repainted but it did not protect the urns that were residing there. anyway, we prayed to him and said our birthday wishes. my aunt cried a bit and i got teary. he was special to her i guess since she practically raised all of us- my sisters and cousins.

treasure your lives everyone. there are others who want to live but cannot due to various circumstances. and treasure those around you. do not take them for granted, especially your family. makes me want to clear up any misunderstandings between friends and family.

tsubasa^^ i need wings to fly

passing time here

the internet is totally slow right now so i am passing my time here. i wonder why. it must be that all the students are back home from school and are sitting in front of their computers and fighting internet usage with me! okay. i am just ranting.

why are the websites i am surfing super slow? are they that popular? it is just tudou! and animedreaming! my god. i really can't stand it any more.

getting a headache trying to decide what economics modules i am going to take. and the exercise is starting tomorrow! nothing is going well for me today.

and to sum everything up, i am tired. action number 2! like totally!

tsubasa^^ i need wings to fly

peeling

yucks and shucks big time! i am peeling like a... i do not know what can be used to describe it. a snake? shedding skin! my goodness. i swear this will be the last time i let myself burn like this. the consequence is not worth it. and i am going to sentosa next sunday! pray for me my friends. i want the sun to be out that day but not too much!

went to ssc to celebrate pris's 20th (like finally after so many months) birthday! we ate at fish and co. i really love the seafood platter for two! it was huge and filling to the brim! yummy! and we had the fish and co staff do the birthday thing for pris. she was like so embarrassed! haha! i think it was mostly because we forced her to wear the bunny ears and fluorescent spectacles. i think i will get myself a pair from daiso! haha! in green obviously:) after which we went xin wang (again) for dessert. i realised that every time we go ssc, we will not fail to go xin wang for dessert. haha! and it is always the same old gang! sy, bw, timo, yx, sa, pris and me! yeah we rock to the extreme! never knew how much i missed them until we met up:) action 214! love love!

can hardly wait for our next outing! which s next saturday i guess. LOL.

am so going to stay at home the whole of next week until friday to let my skin rest in peace. hurry up and peel finish! i want to go out and socialize! ;P

tsubasa^^ i need wings to fly