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02 December 2011

why am i so weak these days?

that is a 64000$ question. look at me. crying easily, getting mad easily, getting depressed easily. this is not me. i don't want to be like this. my recent posts are all so depressing. where did my own bubbly self go to?

i'm supposed to be a happy, cheerful, responsible and mature girl. in short, i'm supposed to be an adult for goodness sake. look at me. i'm 21 turning 22 soon. stop behaving like a child. i have responsibilities heaped on my brainless head. so start transforming into the adult i'm supposed to be please. i'm begging myself.

that's it. i don't know what i'm fighting for now. maybe withdrawing myself to reflect is a good choice now. or maybe i should just run away. i don't know what to do anymore. or rather, don't know what i can do anymore.

tsubasa^^ don't look for me when i'm gone

~ { 11:44 PM }
remembering the days when u were by my side