why am i so weak these days?
that is a 64000$ question. look at me. crying easily, getting mad easily, getting depressed easily. this is not me. i don't want to be like this. my recent posts are all so depressing. where did my own bubbly self go to?
i'm supposed to be a happy, cheerful, responsible and mature girl. in short, i'm supposed to be an adult for goodness sake. look at me. i'm 21 turning 22 soon. stop behaving like a child. i have responsibilities heaped on my brainless head. so start transforming into the adult i'm supposed to be please. i'm begging myself.
that's it. i don't know what i'm fighting for now. maybe withdrawing myself to reflect is a good choice now. or maybe i should just run away. i don't know what to do anymore. or rather, don't know what i can do anymore.
tsubasa^^ don't look for me when i'm gone