My heart aches
I feel so useless watching my aunt. She looks so frail... With her oxygen tubes and wheelchair. And I don't even know how to talk to her like before. It seems like we can't pretend everything is normal anymore. I don't know what to say to her, how to comfort her. Just hearing her voice so weak... It's nothing like it was before.
I wonder if our family offended the gods or heavens or whatever divine in our previous lives. One disaster after the next. We don't deserve this. My aunt doesn't deserve this. She's the kindest and most wonderful person I've ever known. Life is so unfair to her!!! If only I have the means... To help to heal to save.
tsubasa^^ I need the power to heal