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09 October 2011
Fairy tales

We all need a little place in our hearts to believe that fairy tales do exist and happy endings do come true. I want it... I need it... And I have it. It is such believes that let me have the strength to carry on. Let's face it: I am a romantic at heart. I want the best for everyone. I want happy endings for everyone. I wonder if it is too much to ask the same for myself. Selfish versus selfless... Or maybe in-between is the best. Balance is the key. Balance. Treat myself better? I will try my best.

What I want now is a swing... To sit on it in solitude while I swing away... To a faraway place where no one knows me and no one needs me. I will not miss anyone and no one will miss me either. Swing up so high I can reach the sky and drop back so low I can feel the earth. Fantasy versus reality. Can I have a bit of both? Why am I not allowed? Stop trying to make me face reality... I want to live in fantasy for a little while.

I can't breathe. Why am I holding my breath? I should let it all out. But when? It is never the right time. When I do it, what will happen? I need to breathe normally again.

tsubasa^^ if I am gone, will anyone miss me?

~ { 1:03 AM }
remembering the days when u were by my side