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25 October 2011
Epic fail

I don't get it. I seriously don't. Why do people always make me feel like a complete failure? It may not be entirely my fault. But still. I guess I'm a pessimist? Half cup empty instead of full. Just once I would like people to go along with me and do what I want. Maybe that would let me think that at least I succeeded at something. I'm not beautiful, not smart, not interesting. I know all that. So can I live in the fantast that I'm at least good at something? But people are not giving me the chance. So it all boils down to me: I fail alot. Lol. Studies, family, relationships.

I'm giving up. I think. It's not as though I haven't tried. I know I tried. Maybe not hard enough. I don't know. Right now, I don't really care either. Maybe my thinking will change in the future. I seriously hope so.

tsubasa^^ I'm giving up. Really.

~ { 10:44 PM }
remembering the days when u were by my side