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29 September 2011
Too much these days

Why am I blogging so much these days? I guess besides talking to the stars this is my only avenue of saying my thought out loud lol!

I totally hate the me now... Giving up so easily. I did not use to be like that. I swear. Why? I do not know why. I cannot tell you the reason why. People do change don't they? Did I change? I have no idea. For the better or for the worse? I have no idea. What caused me to change? I have no idea. I do not like the situation I am in now... Too many uncertainties. People around me are changing bit by bit everyday. I used to be the constant... Am i still? There is a limit to how much I can take all these... Although I have to admit I have a high level of tolerance. I am just afraid that one day the barrier may just break free and I will let myself lose control. I will seriously hate that. I do.

I want to find the old me back. In which I am a strong girl, I hardly break down and I can keep to myself. People who cry are not weak... It is just that they have been too strong for a very long time. What can be more astounding than a strong person in tears... I have to go find myself. My confidence my faith and my trust.

tsubasa^^ who am I? I am myself.

~ { 11:40 PM }
remembering the days when u were by my side