off with the sins...

money is not everything but we cannot live without it either. things are getting so distressing that i find it too expensive to even stay at home lol! of course i know my mommy is just joking with me... but it may be true to a certain extent. i guess. it is time for me to take on my responsibility. i should have done it a long time ago... like maybe three years ago? i just did not know that i was a very very lucky girl then. maybe the definition of luck from then and now are different. but i am still a lucky girl. :)

well the only solution i can think of now is not to stay at home. that is right. i just have to go school every day. starting next week i promise myself. people may think i am stingy but that will just mean that they do not know me. people like making assumptions. let them be. i will not be bothered about it if you just let me be. you do not know my situation... well enough i guess. what is saved now will come a long way in the future.

i shall go to places where food and entertainment are not easily accessible. then i would not be tempted. i will not succumb to Gluttony and Greed of the Seven Deadly Sins. but please let me retain my Pride.

tsubasa^^ i think i can endure another three months :) you just do not know me well enough