Am I even in the position...

Sometimes I ask myself: am I in the position to do this? Am I in the position to do that? Am I allowed to do this? Am I allowed to do that?

Such rhetorical questions I ask myself... Been doing a mediocre job of advising my friends recently... I do not even know if I am going the correct advice. One wrong move and everything will go down the drain. I seriously hope I am saying the correct words and doing the correct actions.

My very wise and nice boss taught me some valuable lessons.

1. You must know that you cannot control everything in life. Take control of what you can and let go of what you cannot. There is no point thinking about what you cannot control because it will only make you unhappy. So what is the point?

Yes I have to learn how to let go. I am afraid of taking new steps and that is why I cannot let go of the past... I have to thought, don't I? There will come a point in time when we all have to let go of something... I guess my time is here now. I will try my best though...

2. The difference between lucky and unlucky people is their mentality.

I have been thinking about this and I realize I totally agree with it. I am a very lucky girl because I have great friends and a supportive family. I have my basic necessities met now and o am a generally happy girl. I am a lucky girl, am I not? Whenever I feel unlucky, it must be my own negative thoughts doing their work... I must stop it! Cause I realized alot of people depend on me and are influenced my how I feel and act. I have to be strong for them too.

I hope I am taking the advice I always give people... Give me strength for I need it. Give me support for I need it. Give me love for I need it.

tsubasa^^ listening to my favorite song now