time to update!!!

whee i am back! haha! okay it seems like i have not been blogging for a very long time. too many things have happened- both good and bad. well, i guess bygones are bygones and we shall look forward to a better and happier future :D

she seems so tired every day that i worry for her. but my family members are known for being stubborn and she is so not listening to us. sit back and relax more and we all will feel more relieved. you are really treasured in the family. please take care of yourself. we really love you and wish that you will have more time with us. God, please give her Your strength and help her get through this obstacle. Amen.

seems like i have my own problem to settle too. i have been too subtle i guess. is it time to become more aggressive? this needs courage and Lord, how i wish i have more. maybe i am thinking too much about the consequences. i should just heck care and go on with it right? but i just cannot bear the thought of causing hurt. i used to be on the receiving end so i know the feeling well.

yes, my tolerance level is very high but i may just blow some day. i wonder how i survived those years. okay i am getting way too negative here. what is past is past. thank the Lord for all my wonderful friends and buddies and sisters and brothers. you all make my life better :)

tsubasa^^ "I will lift up my eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help." Psalm 121:1