last post for may

well, i guess this is my last post for may:) that is partly because i will be out of the country until 1st June starting tomorrow. haha! a retty short holiday though. but i am sure i am going to have a lot of fun shopping and eating:D

had a big fight with my siblings yesterday. so it ended up being my fault because i am the oldest. am so used to it already. well. became numb. this type of fights are so common in my family. but i can be stubborn if i want to. am so not cowering anymore. if you want my support and help, you have to ask. nicely. or else i will not be even responding. duh.

i will not let this dampen my excitement for tomorrow's trip:)

having a headache planning outings. i shall stop volunteering already, it is really a chore. this shall positively be my last plan for at least the next two months. i just have to take a break. but the thing is, i still have one more og outing to plan. raahhh!!! it is really quite irritating and frustrating when you do not get your responds. people really do go MIA when the need arises. i guess i could try this method out. at least for the next six days. i shall disappear.

let us hope that everything is in place by the time i come back. but i really doubt it. doing self-pity now.

perhaps when i return, i will feel more energized to take on new tasks:)

tsubasa^^ i need wings to fly